Amazingly while i was in camp, God was talking to me.
k..probably i shuld start with how life was.
last sunday, bought passion of christ. the film was violent, but..it touched my heart. dunnoe..i was crying throughout most part of e film. seriously, it was one of those times where i realli cried...rare. thought back alot abt e film anyway.
Christ. Passion.
Those 2 words are forever etched in my mind.
Anyway, this week was pretty mudane. Nothing much other den the usual trainings and lectures and handons. n i wuld sae, i had a healthy dose of lecture(as if there weren't enough in college! =p) What weapons i learnt? i shant say, if not i have to silence ya. haha..serious! military secrets.
Pulled my muscle recently. but luckily it recovered. So took the IPPT test on fri. gosh...disappointed n happy. 2.4km timing dropped below 10mins, but SBJ still sucked n got worse. now have to realli aim for that gold last shot. all the way. anyway, 2 of my instructors are leaving soon. it's quite sad, realli, didn't get to noe them better. furthermore, one of them is seriously quite nice. but bo bian! All the best man!
ok. den on one of the nights, i had a dream. It goes like this:
I've got this close friend of mine. One day when i was out, he apparently stole all my stuff in my bag. i found out bout it, and got very pissed off, so i arrested him and called the police. (i kinda forgot the actual conversation, but here's e gist anyway).
The policeman initially asked me bout the details, so i told him everything, including my address and everything else.
Then he asked me:
Do u really wanna arrest that guy?
of course i said yes la!
Den he said, do u really wanna hate that guy? Do u wanna give that guy a 2nd chance?
So i was like..erm..contemplating.
I cant remember the last sentence He said, but it was either one of those sentences. So i tried answering back, but He didn't give me a reply.
I woke up the next morning, thinking about the dream. Guess it was totally relevant to everything i was experiencing in the past 1 week. I woke up quite a bit. As to details, im quite lazy to write them down. haha! if u wanna know, feel free to ask ya! Seriously, i wanna share this dream with all non believers and believers alike.
y?
Coz the morale is simple. Do u wanna hate a certain person forever for the rest of your life? Do you wanna continue to hold tt grudge? Isn't it better to let go?
Quoting from scripture,(hopefully it's good! =)*
Luke 17:3 - 4 " So watch yourselves. If your brother sins, rebuke him, and if he repents, forgive him. If he sins against you seven times in a day, and seven times comes back to you and says 'I repent',forgive him.
If you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses (Mt. 6:14-15).
n finally
Ephesians 1:7 In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of His Grace.
God Bless ya all!